Emotional Etiquette for the Writer Seeking an Agent

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Today’s guest post is by author Kristen Tsetsi (@ktsetsi).


I recently watched Adult World, a movie about a young female poet struggling to get published. In one scene, her roommate, not really a writer, learns something she wrote will be published. The poet forces back her stunned envy (and certain anger at the injustice of it all), manufactures a smile, and congratulates her. Obviously, this is the right thing to do, because she has someone else’s feelings to consider. But now and then I’ll see guidelines online for writers that discourage perfectly private, internal envy, anger, indignation, etc., directed toward other writers, or toward agents (or publishers) rejecting work. But that hardly seems realistic, nor is it fair to ask humans to stop being human. It’s hard enough feeling terrible without feeling terrible about feeling terrible, so I’d like to propose amendments to those guidelines:

Do not envy another writer’s success for too long.

Maybe you’re 38 or 52, and the fourth book you’ve sent to agents is, as with the first three, getting rejected all around. Yet, some 18-year-old’s first-ever attempt at writing not only got a killer publishing deal, but it’s being adapted into a movie.

Of course you want to latch onto a shred of confirmation that this 18-year-old lottery winner doesn’t have EVERYTHING. You’ll find it, too. A tiny crack in their future: as the writer of the book that someone else adapted into the screenplay that will star famous, good-looking people other people actually care about, the kid who got the killer book deal will have pretty crappy seats at the Academy Awards (ha!).

Embrace that hypothetical victory. And when the rage heat drains, think about how excited you would be if you were that 18 year old. Then remember that the universe is one of chaos and randomness, that art is subjective and has nothing to do with “fair,” and that there are many reasons (or no reason at all) for any person’s success or failure. Then get back to that synopsis you were writing and remember there’s room for both of you.

Do not complain, “They just don’t understand my work,” for too long.

Your book is too subtle for them, you’ll tell your trough of spaghetti. Or it’s too complex. Too layered. Such successful satire that it breezed right past them. Embrace that! Blame the unseeing agents.

After that, think about what you’ve written…go over the characters, their conflicts, the story’s high points and narrative arcs, but do it critically. If there’s a sticking point, or if you see that it is, in fact, a confusing jumble, fix it. But if you’re still happy with your work, think about your query and whether it did a decent job selling the story. If the agent rejected the full manuscript, consider the possibility that it simply wasn’t the rejecting agent’s taste, continue believing your book is “too” something that just needs the right agent, and then get back to that synopsis you were writing for the agency you’ve been putting off because they require a $%!& synopsis.

Do not put down others’ writing in order to elevate your own for too long.

Yes, you’ll visit Amazon and click “Look Inside.” You’ll read the first page of that 18-year-old’s novel, and you’ll snort, “Mine is so much better!” You’ll wail into your spaghetti. Who wouldn’t do this? Maybe yours is better. Maybe it isn’t—but if you’re trying to sell it, you must of course believe your work is just as good or better. If you didn’t, you wouldn’t be approaching agents, would you? Close the Amazon page when you finish reading the sample (better yet, buy the book—maybe you’ll like it), forget the other writer, continue believing yours is good enough, period, and get back to that synopsis you were writing.

Do not hate your own work if theirs is better than yours for too long.

Maybe you looked inside on Amazon and discovered the 18 year old is a genius. The word choices, the assonance, the metaphors—brilliant! You hate that kid! Of course you do. You also now very much hate your own word choices, your personal disdain for using metaphors, and your lack of poetic aptitude. You will never be as good as that 18 year old, you cry onto your last sauce- and tear-soaked linguini noodle. And maybe you won’t ever be as good—in the same way. But! Maybe instead of writing astounding metaphors, you set a scene like no one else. Your words might not be multisyllabic, but they’re “right.” Your cadence may not be poetic, but your chapter could occupy someone’s thoughts for the rest of the day.

King is no Chopin; Chopin is no King. Get back to the synopsis you were writing and remember there’s room for both of you.

Do not express any of your natural, reflexive “everyone else is awful” feelings in a blog post, or to people who don’t know you very well and love you. It’s just a bad, bad idea.

* And don’t assume I’m writing any of this from experience. I’ve never felt any of these things, because I am a good person. (See? Ridiculous.)

Posted in Getting Published.
Kristen Tsetsi

Kristen Tsetsi

Kristen Tsetsi is the author (under the name Chris Jane) of The Year of Dan Palace, Pretty Much True, and 20 Short Stories. She has been an adjunct English professor, a daily news reporter and feature writer, a cab driver, an instructor of expressive writing, play writing, and screenwriting, and editor of the literary journal American Fiction (New Rivers Press). She lives in Connecticut with one husband, three cats, and one dog.

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Desertphile

A fine article: thank you.

Gayle Carline

Thank you. When I was first flailing about the writing/publishing world, Anne Lamott gave me permission to have my feelings about others’ successes (“It’s their first freakin’ book, and they had to be CONVINCED to let an agent read it?!? GAAAAAAHHHHHH!”) You have reminded me that it’s okay, that I can acknowledge my envy, my anger at the Universe, as long as I don’t turn the rage spotlight on someone specific, and do keep writing.

Sara A Codair

Everyone needs to hear this at some point. I myself am often guilty of “damn, maybe if I could’ve sat still long enough to finish my book at 18, I’d be a full-time writer by now (at 29). I’ve gotten a lot of rejections, but I still have fulls out for that, as well as for my second book. I do my best to acknowledge how I feel, accept reality, and do my best to keep going.

Mark McGinn

Love this – boy does it resonate in the last few days! I’d made the long-list for NZ’s crime book awards (top 10) but failed to make the finals (top 5) with an international judging panel. There’d been several weeks to enjoy the long-list but in the end, I felt more gutted than grateful. This piece put a smile back on the dial, thank you. We all write in a world of imperfect judgments but someone is always winning and that’s a good thing.

Susan Thumm Paxton

Loved these thoughts. Who hasn’t felt them! Always need to focus on putting the energy back into the work–which we all know is hard enough! Thanks for sharing.

D. G. Driver

I love this post so much. I live in a town with many well-published authors. I envy and love them all in equal doses.

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